Top 5 shoujo manga that YOU REALLY HAVE TO READ.

It's time to post something about anime and manga, If i would have given myself a title... It'll be "Shoujo goddess". I'm a huge shoujo fan, I'd read or watch anything that will make me go "Kyaaaa" in my room (in tagalog Kiligin, in English [i don't know] "Makes me blush and go nuts") SO here are some recommendations that MUST be Read by Shoujo lovers or people who loves to read and watch romance and drama anime/manga.


Here are some MUST BE READ shoujo manga's/romance manga: (with description, so you can choose if it fits your liking)

1) Kamisama Hajimemashita. (on-going)

Yes, Fuc*ing YES! If your the type of reader who is fine reading tons of chapters just to get all of the "Kyaaa" moments. Dozo!(here) It has alot of yokai actions and bishies. If your this type of girl who likes to read about hot headed, arrogant and hard to get bishie who saves you and kisses you and it's like a reverse harem with alot of comedy and the story is nice. This is it for you! But i definitely recommend this to everyone. :) It never failed me to give a "KYAAA" factor every single time. Hehehe.

2) Faster than a kiss (Complete)

This is for all the megane and sensei loving girls over there. We've got a very hot sensei who is very sweet and handsome. If your the type of girl, who likes bishies who 1. Older 2. Short haired 3.Nice 4.Funny and 5. ALMOST PERFECT. He is the nearest thing of being an Usui Takumi (Of Maid Sama) but their only diference is... HE isn't a perv and this anime... (Every single EFFIN' time!)

3) Kyou, koi hajimemashita (On-going) [Mature audiences, This is one of those 'My ovaries died moment']

This is one of those 'KYAAA' and so hot yet dramatic anime.I kinda like(d) the heroine (at first [I can't spoil you anymore, you'll have to know why your self]. Not to mention, it has alot of steamy chapters in it also, not to mention Tsubaki is just HOT. I swear! :""> He is rather an aggressive and sweet type of boyfriend.For starters he is kinda like a "bad boy" at our heroine but he got alot more sweet when he fell for her.

3) Hibi Chouchou (On-going)

This manga. I swear to God almighty, has the best plot and type of romance development. It isn't fast like some one shots or manga and it's not that slow like some shounen or josei mangas. It has the right amount of elements present that makes this manga stand out! oh and also the art! :"> It's just so cute. Oh, and btw you'll just love the pair, specially the guy... because he is in denial and his bad at women annnnnd.. he doesn't understand on what he feels so he tends to say and describe it. So yea, like yea... GRghksdbiefhb JEihgwbn ~  i lost it. This manga is just so CUTE!

4) Momoiro Heaven! (Ongoing~) (R-18, For MATURE eyes ONLY)

This manga is very sweet and funny (Well most of the time funny), Although if your the masochist and sadist lovers of shoujo mangas~ I'd prefer this... because the guy here is a total saddist while the girl is very funny (She isn't a masochist bust for some reason she is a masodist) To bring you an idea, the guy is a famous celeb with a very bad attitude and he is a womanizer (To be exact, he loves to have... S. For... Sandwhich [Well we all know what that S means since i've already say R-18]) and the girl who is really nice and she is providing money for the family since her parents aren't there..Funny thing is,she is the famous smut writer who is actually a virgin. (HAHAHA, yet she writes smut.. and she is so damn perverted). Either way~ I really recommend this manga. :)

5) KANOJO WA USO WO AISHISUGITERU (On-going) (R-18)

This story is just adorable, yet dramatic... I'm most affected with the story here because the heroine is sooo cute~ 
and so is the hero in the story. It's kinda about an a music-romance thingy~ there are bands in it although the story is a little
bit like the guys are loli. But then, the story is really nice even though it's dramatic i hate the fact there are so much cliff
hangers that i want to read every chapter published. Goosh. I really do love this manga. If your this person who likes older guys
x younger girl~ try for this~ Tee hee hee.~ 

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The vicious cycle of stupid love

We all have to admit in ourselves, that there was a time in our life that we labeled ourselves as "Stupid". The time were you've done this 'Thing', enjoying it for awhile... then after a minute you discovered that 'That Thing' made you dumbfounded about yourself? An example to that, you saw this really nice appliance in the TV, You decided to buy it without realizing how you would use it and what would you use it for, So you already bought it... It took you awhile to get used to this 'machine', then it started to be handy and fun, but when it actually malfunctions even when you try to fix it it does not work, you get so frustrated that you would throw it away.. A few weeks later you saw another appliance and the horrible cycle starts again. Same goes for relationships now a days.

The Vicious/Torture Cycle

That awful time when you fall for someone and this really heart-throbbing, mouth watering (A.N: ???!!!!), Heart stopping, Ground breaking moment where you actually feel like your in heaven. Of course, It doesn't always start there..

This is the love cycle, With descriptions (Accurate):

Part 1: Strangers (les étrangers)

Every part of a cheesy love story and cliche romance story part, you've heard of this and has been in this stage alot of times (Not even for romance purpose). This is when you guys haven't met each other yet, complete strangers. That person barely knows your name. So this is already self explanatory.

Part 2; Friendship (amitié)

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Friendship, This is the stage where most people really have "Real" friendship or some nasty friendship that wants to lead them in the wrong way of friendship which i often called "Flirtation-ship". Friendship is a wonderful thing/stage. This is the time when both parties actually gets to know each other... Although some people these days tends to neglect this part and pushes further.  This is where you get to know each other and this is where feelings might change into 2 sorts of Love; Brotherly/sisterly love or Romantic love.

This is where most drama begins... The drama called "Friendzone"

Friendzone; A dramatic stage of one person's life in which his/her love is too one sided, for the other party only feels of that person as a friend and not as a romantic interest. 

Although, Some people would actually be as fast as the speed of light... neglecting the beauty of friendship and pushes the other party to Romance/ love.

This usually happens now a days, in which people would just use cellphone or the web to communicate and after 2 days (Even for one day) they actually confess to you that they have fallen for you yet you've just met.

But to summaries this all, Friendship should be a part where you get to know each other, don't take this for granted because this is the way to determined correct decisions.

Part 3: The lover (l'amant)

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This stage is where the sweet and fun stuff happen, all the love, cloud nine's, Smiles and all the laughter is..

Generally from the short film 'Strangers, Again" from WongFu Productions (A.N; I am a fan. PFFT)

Anyways this is where the sweet stuff begins... Picture taking, dating, going to places, hand in hand.. Then making promises... Swearing their love will never last.. (A.N; I know. I've been there...)

Now there only 2 roads where they will only be going to... From the 'Sweet' Zone we knew then heaidng to either of the two 'roads' i'll be saying in the comfort zone.

The Good Comfort Zone and The Bad one.

The good comfort zone is when both of them will be gradually okay with each other, They still have fun with their companionship and everything else is normal and nice.This might lead to the happy ending. :)

Then there is the bad comfort, which everyone knows...

This is the road where the two of you might take each other for granted... When she calls you on the phone and you happen to play basketball, you saw your phone ringing but you didn't answer it because 'You thought your girlfriend will understand and you'll just fake a lie saying.. "Sorry [Your Pet Name From her (I.e Baby, Love, Babe..)] I didn't see my phone.. I was busy playing basketball with my friends" 

From this point onward, things gets further worse. 

You take each other for granted, you defend your own ego, you fight because you know your right.

Or because, you don't want to love him/her anymore.

One lover can never grow hate to their own partner, There are only two feelings from this stage might happen... Love, Another chance to make a stronger relationship... Or Apathy, The time you lost your interest and make excuses to get out of this relationship.

And once you've said goodbye's... Days and months, you'd feel like you want things back and make it right only to have your 'Normal' life when she/he was there. It would sound desperate but this happens. Mostly, some of them would rant each other backs, destroying one another with words and some, never met ever again.

After this one.. When hearts are healed, there are only two roads... To be friends again... Or to be strangers.

'Strangers' again. 

Sad and vicious truth, In a way that after all this time, all the money and effort wasted.

In the end, the promises and all the happy moments will only become a sad memory.

The question is... How will you stop this cycle? or I don't want this to happen to me, What do i do?

The answer is, "Guard your heart, always"

My 4th year adviser told me that on the day i told him about my ex, way back when we weren't official couples though we are hanging out.  

You see, people these days tends to say  Dude, Love is blind. Even if that person is a foul beast, a drug dealer or a psycho, I still love them because.. I don't know.

I know, Love is not a fallacy, It's not Logic or rocket science.

Though, Love is a choice. 

You didn't love that person because you don't know why... and your heart beats crazy and stuff, You love that person because you choose to love that person.

Life is of the choices you make or rather decisions you make... whatever. 

If you don't want to be in this cycle, then don't that's a choices. Love is not a vicious. It's one of the most beautiful things in this world that we have to cherish, Some would just take advantage of it.

Another thing, People will not make us happy, It is always us who makes yourself happy. It is always our choice.... because we have freedom. :)

A freedom that God gave us. :)

So always guard your heart, treat people with brotherly and sisterly love, don't be afraid to wait because there is so much that God can offer to you and

 be happy... because this is reason why he gave us freedom. This is how he loves us.

Romans 5:8 ;But God shows his love for us in that while we were still sinners, Christ died for us.

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The term "Break up"

 (That fu**ed up moment, Tears me up inside when i remember)

The term "Break Up", Is most likely to be the most dramatic, traumatic and Heartbreaking word we will ever hear in most points of relationships, specially when you are the person who is most concerned if this relationship. Although some people doesn't really give a damn about this (Specially does who aren't really serious about commitment), but you can't really say that it doesn't really hurt most specially when you cared so much for the person or you've really committed your self to this to the person (Or, You've developed feelings for that person)

The phrase " How do you say goodbye without hurting someone/any one" stuck in my mind before. I'm this type of person who constantly falls in love and consistently falling out. It's like i always play the game of risks, committing everything to this damn game and afterwards, lose. It's like making the most stupid bet of my life. It kinda sucks that i actually never won anything from this game but i almost thought that i won't get tired of playing such retarded game of love. Ergo, We must take it in mind that "Love" is not logic. No matter how much you use your brain to strategies, research on how to develop a better relationship and practicing all of these things, It won't matter because in this game... The word "Change" is inevitable and the only way to resolve this is constant adjustment and acceptance.

Most lovers, (Especially in High school and most college student) tends to break up after months or years of their relationship. Even if they are really compatible or really meant for each other, i guess the element of "Preparedness' is needed. Most of people who are attached to someone only wants a relationship because;

• It is something in trend or because most people have relationship.
• Pity (Because the one courting you has waited for you for years and it's kinda pityful to dump him/her or he/she is a friend)
• You're only attracted to the person.
• It's sad being lonely.

And so much more, but in my perspective... I think the only valid reason why people should be in a relationship because " In this world we are about 6.8 billion people in this world, and all of us are called individual, We are all here but it feels so lonely, after all we are strangers and there is a fact there is such fact that No man is an island, It is kind of a nice feeling to know that in that 6.8 billion population there is one person who is actually that person who is willing to accept and adjust for you just to be with you untill you both die." Well this is from my perspective, I'm not really a fan of Destiny or faith, but i simply believe that life has so much to offer to everyone of us and one of these offer is having someone who'll appreciate you for you. I know this is apart of me that shouts out my human satisfactory, and i know everyone of us also wants to feel and to obtain such. Even if you had your self a self-proclaimed "Forever alone" or someone who simply shuts their door in the opportunity of romance just because you don't have time or your scared of commitment, I'm not against in what ever but Love is something life offers. It is something incredible, something beautiful that even when you fall down and break, it remains beautiful because you learned something from it. It is the experiences that makes life worth living and magical. It is a fulfillment and what more fulfilling is the thought of sharing this with someone.

The term "Break up" is something heart breaking, Hope losing and dramatic.Although this type of drama will always be present. But if you appreciate all the things in life, even through the bad ones. You'll find up the term Break up isn't that bad after all. Even if it hurts at first you still learn, stand up and choose to love and to live life. 

Life is all about the choices we make in our lives.Everything that happens in your life are all results if your choices. Even through the good or bad results you must learn to appreciate and adjust. Because this is how you must love life. This is how you must love. By this, When you learn to appreciate life, Learn to adjust and be humble. Then i can say that you are ready to Love again.

Love, 

Chiya

Acknowledgements:

Starbucks;SM Fairview 2nd floor.

- for letting me stay and drink almost 2 venti cups of Iced Coffee americano with White cream! Which is nice btw. Highly recommended to all who searches for something strong,yet light and sugary. Great for cooping with stress and for self pleasure. (Only for 150. Venti sized though [ A.N; I am a coffee addict and you can almost see me through any cafe shop in the city])

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A way to celebrate valentines, Even when your single...

It's accustomed that every valentines the couples would go on a date, Men showering the women of their lives a box of chocolates, bouquet of flowers,heart shaped balloons and tons of ways to express their affection (Even through PDA). But seriously, As apart of the single and lonesome society/group every valentines we sworn that there is always a next year!

Artist: Drew Litton of RockyMountainnews of 2006

Yeah, there is always a next year!

But the phrase "There's always next year" is always in repeat like a broken mix tape playing again and again (For those who got their "There is always a next year, Good for you! For those who undergo the same faith as i do... Let us both share our desperation and Frustration). I was actually envious of the people who got their own flowers and chocolates from men, It made me feel so loveless and lonely. That's why some people call it "Single Awareness Day" and for some bitter people they would make their own February calendar and exclude 14 (Yes, They will go that desperate) and make bitter posts all over social networking sites (i.e Facebook,Twitter...) 

*Some post from Facebook shared by my friend last valentines

Just like these types of posts...

I have to admit, i was one of them... But it still doesn't help us and it makes us look more desperate and lonely (Very Lonely, Indeed). So i guess i wanted to change my valentines for that moment. I mean, Valentines isn't only for couples or people who are in love and etc. We Single who are not to anyone can also celebrate it without making us look desperate and lonely.For a change,I've decided to do a new way of celebrating my own valentines... and that's by giving chocolates to the people i love and know and also to those people whom i do not know.

As you all know, I study at "Far Eastern University" (FEU), manila. I gave chocolates to random people who i don't know at my institute (I'm from IAS [Institute of arts and sciences]) and outside my institute (The Freedom Park). I know it sounds crazy (But i am crazy, so it's alright!) But it was really fun. :)

It's nice to hear people would respond to you with "Oi, Thank you ah! Akala ko wala na akong matatangap ngayong valentines!" (Hey, Thank you! I thought i wont receive anything this valentines). All the shocked reactions, smiles and alot of "Thank you"s. It is overwhelming. It felt so nice. It changed my valentines for a moment. It was definitely my new way of celebrating it. I thought that "It really doesn't matter if don't get anything from anyone in valentines... As long as i see people happy and so full of hope! I am really happy".

So to all hopeless,desperate and lonely for next year's valentines and you can definitely feel that you'll be single and lonely and forever lonely again this valentines. I dare you to make a change. Do something wild or crazy! Just don't do anything too crazy like selling yourself for valentines! No! I challenge you to make a change! Make people happy! Not only in valentines! But also a habit! 

Love, Chiya! :) 

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For the sake of love... How far can you go?

I remembered my friend told me something that made me thinking that time because I wasn’t sure on how I should react or say something about “That” present situation. Well, you see one of my friend gave her virginity to her boyfriend because she loves him and for the sake of “Not losing their relationship” and to prove her love and loyalty to her boyfriend. I know in the states of America, Virginity isn’t a big deal for most people there. But since it’s culture that most Filipino’s are quote and quoted “Conservative” (Sometimes, over conservative) Women’s virginity is like their own pride. That’s why it’s a very big deal for most girls here. But that’s not the reason why I wrote this… How far will one go, sacrificing themselves for their love one? It sounds naïve right?

Yung ganitong eksena! Grrr!!

But unfortunately, this really happens and usually we call these people “Martyr”; People who’d rather suffer just to please the other person even if it hurts so much. For example, One of the typical Filipina martyr love story of being naïve… Where she is still in a relationship with a man who doesn’t treat her right, cheats on her like for so many times but whenever they break up he’d always find away to win her back and then he cheats AGAIN. Seems like a very fictional story but in real life it really happens. There are some real men who we’re born jerks ever since they learned on how to be one. Sometimes guys like that need a very good b*tch slap don’t they?

How to b*tch slap:

If you were in her position, would you still fight for a relationship that only results you pain and so much hurt? Isn’t love suppose to be a sacrifice that would make you happy not sad. Let me ask you something for girls who are in this situation, Are you really happy because he is happy on what he is doing? Or it’s killing you inside… That feeling that you’re really tired of this but you really don’t want to lose that relationship? See? This is how people would go as far as they can just because of this thing called love. It is “Selfless” and you can see how “Love” is really present. But it’s like your teaching him to just do what he wants or you’re spoiling him. I know, it’s not that bad that he/she is taking charge sometimes but when you really love someone, you correct them and you must not be scared of losing this. One wise guy told me before “A relationship should be balanced” No one is above and no is below, Right?

As far as one concern, I know… we always lose from our emotions and feelings. But we should always remember on how to love ourselves, That there should be limitations for ourselves. We should reserve some for ourselves specially when you aren’t married with the person yet.

Remember, Before doing something… Always think if this action will do good For you and for that person. If not, You know what to do.

Love,

Chiya

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The start The Alpca Blog

Alpaca-Blog –
 Weird ako pero simple lang ang pangarap ko.

My alpaca means Arts.Love. Pancakes. Anime.Cuisine.Authentic Adventure

Saying Hello to all of the viewers of this new page! Hello! J

This is my newest and weirdest blog ever. This is for the Filipinos who loves to Love, Listen to Music, Loves Arts and Loves All sorts of adventure. Say, this is a new way of sharing my life, passion and of course to share the stories of people I know and will know.

My name is Chiaki Hazaki I am about an incoming sophomore college student studying Mass Communication at FEU; Manila. I love to eat, listen to any kind of music, Loves arts, Cosplaying, Different kinds of culture, Travelling and fun. I was born in November 25, 1995 under the sign of Sagittarius. So no wonder I’m an extrovert.

I believe that life is just extraordinary beautiful. Being happy is a choice. So if you want to enjoy life, then make a decision. Live life! Be wild! Be like a child! Right? It’s not bad for once right?

I guess my mission and vision is to be able to share or make people smile from my post. Warm smiles maybe? J I want people happy and hearing them say thank you. That’s what I want. Oh and responses too J Sharing concepts and experiences. Humans are interacting people. They react and share.

There are more and more reasons to love Philippines and life. J

That’s all for now.
This is the ALPACA BLOG.
Updating Every Wensdays and Saturdays. (Sometimes Everyday)

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Twitter: @Daelysyndrome

Love lots,
Chiya

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